Roadblocks

What can I do
What can't I do
What decisions live with
What decisions make regardless,
And endlessly regret
What path to follow
What to leave behind
What to sacrifice

Lord,
I seek Your Guidance.
Reality is setting in.
Normal people don't do this.
I am being pursued by doubt.
Why was I thinking
This would be easier?

Lord,
I seek Your Face.
Shine on me,
Have Mercy on me,
Lift the darkness around my heart
By the light of Your Countenance.
Forgive the angry, half-formed
Thoughts of my mind.
Show me the right road, Lord,
However narrow
Or fraught with trials
It proves to be...